i know it's stupid to post 3 post a day. but im really bored and i was reading ppl's blog and came to realise that i've forgotten to blog abt certain stuffs.

• hi
• im mentally prepared to watch "coming soon" with sicko Jas
• im still really really scared! i use a jacket and cover my face THROUGHOUT the show
• dont say that im wasting money, there's a reason behind it
• i have tuition tmr 12-2 and 4-5 .________________________.
• do you know how to pronounce tuition properly?
• i mean tuition, not tuition
• it's tui-ee-tion, yea, you have to pronounce the eeeeeeeeeeee
• there's survivor later
• duhhhhhhh, of course im watching
• i know im petty, and i get fucked up everytime i saw them tgt
• and i feel fucking disgusted, cause he was not like that last time
• they are practically together EVERYDAY, and i mean everyday, yea
• so it kinda flare me up alittlealot
• i wanna leave the country
• i once told Z that if i leave SGP one day without saying goodbye will she be angry with me
• she say, no. because there's nothing she can do abt it
• so she ask that am i really gonna do that
• i say no
• but you dont know, im really really random
• one day i might leave and nv come back to this fucked up place
• im still not at that level yet, and i cant leave yet
• yet.
• i will, one day
• and one day=soon to be
• i'll convince her
• to let me go

i might post again, yes im crazy. try living in this fucked up world with fucked up ppl everywhere. you wont wanna know how it feels, trust me.