CLOT WUDDUP

clot crew

i am devastated now. i thought that i wont feel anything, but eventually the news still hit me very hard. i don't know how to fucking face it, or how to accept the fucking truth. i need a really good listening ear to listen to me, but you are the one, and you have walked out of my life entirely today. why?

i am veryveryveryvery into clot, and i hate it when im like that. because bathing ape is like that, now clot too. i cant fucking get ANY clot stuffs in SGP and i can only go online to look at the god damn pics and drool over them, full stop, i cant own them an i wanna own them really badly. fuck. fuck, why am i always saying fuck? damn, my life's in a mess right now. and i really need time to fix it. i needa heal it entirely and accept the fact that you wont be here anymore, from this moment onwards. cb, why must things turn out like that? fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
fuck, i thought you'll be here always, but you left me this time when i really need you. i wanna fly to Malibu now la. damn.